Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Darkened Corner Of The World

I'm not feeling very good. The hole I have dug myself into is collapsing around me. I see no hand offered for help. I don't know what to do. I need to take care of some things but because of my station in this existence I can do nothing about it. I just sit and wait to be thrown in jail I guess. Maybe I'm destined. Personally my life is in shambles. I haven't seen my son in almost a year. When I tried to call him on his birthday last week no one answered the phone and no one returned my message. Makes me sad. A lot of things are making me sad these days. The fact, that because of money and a lack of someone to hang out with I spend 75% of my time outside of work sitting by myself in my apt. My father sits alone in his house 7 days a week and 24 hours a day and I don't wanna end up like him. Somethings are fated though. Who can ever tell.



My dad does, too. I wonder who he talks to, if he talks to his dogs like they're people.

...You still have time. You're not old yet.
But don't get thrown in jail.

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- Rob